Correct me if I am wrong, but based on what you said, is the following true?
Even though you would like someone to change you in such a way, and there is no magical reason why it should NOT be possible, should some mighty wizard ever try to change you in this way that you would find helpful, you would be under a compulsion to resist as much as you are able, the moment zie started zir mighty magics?
Not helpful could it be, to rake my mind and comb it and spread it out in a different way! Not compulsion, but self-preservation, alone would have me resist it thoroughly!
I'm sorry, it's not meant as a trap, it's more a 'trying to understand you and your motives, and what could maybe be done.' If you feel up to it, could you elaborate on this topic in general, give me something to go by?
Maybe Sythyry knows the answer to this? I know you don't mind using Mentador on yourself to change your mind; is the reason you can't 'fix' the things about yourself that you dislike because you can't perceive what exactly they are well enough to change them -- or to want anyone else to try?
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Date: 2010-09-02 06:38 pm (UTC)Even though you would like someone to change you in such a way, and there is no magical reason why it should NOT be possible, should some mighty wizard ever try to change you in this way that you would find helpful, you would be under a compulsion to resist as much as you are able, the moment zie started zir mighty magics?
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